A "Little" About Me

As I start getting into more details about my history I realize that some people will want to know about me and my wife physically.

While given the nature of what I am discussing I have strong desire to remain anonymous, but I suppose some details are in order to help put some of the future posts into perspective.

First off, I do not consider myself 'well endowed'.  In fact I used to consider myself 'small' and was very embarrassed about the size of my genitals.   This is where the internet can come in handy.   I would search on penis size and after careful research I came to the conclusion that I was indeed below average in the size department, but not as far below average as I had originally thought.  When you search for and find real pictures of real men's penises the truth comes out.

Now that said, I would measure and remeasure my penis until I came up with what I thought were good measurements and came up with the following:

Flaccid length 2.5" Flaccid circumference 3"

Erect length 5.3" Erect circumference 4.1"

If you are obsessive over such things there is a website where you can go to compare yourself with other men called

http://www.thevisualiser.net

You can enter your measurements and the site will generate a pretty good visual representation of you penis size and compare it with other members (I just realized how funny that is "members").  I would have though that some people might exaggerate the size of theirs but apparently there is a way to send in pictures of your penis and be certified by the site owner.  I didn't do that so I guess I have an unverified penis.

Anyway, I am not sure if the following picture makes me feel better or worse but the below picture is the computer generated comparison of my penis to an "Average" penis.  Mine is the one on the left and it is a pretty good representation of what I look like.  The one on the right is the "Average" penis.  I am not sure if this picture makes me feel better.   I am definitely smaller, but not as bad as I would have imagined.

Anyone who is interested in how they stack up should check out the site.  So this puts me slightly below average and I will tell you while I have seen some pretty big ones on the internet I have also seen some pretty tiny ones, so I don't feel all that bad.  It does look like mine is a much thinner than average even though the length is average.  In addition, it looks like most of the small penises I see on the internet are from fat people where probably a good portion of the the penis is buried in the fat.

Of course this was reassuring to me because in my mind this is what I was expecting.

So I guess my real penis isn't that much smaller than average.  So when I get a visual of what my real size to a real average I felt a little better.  Apparently the fact that this site exists shows me that I can't be the only one who is obsessive over his penis size.

 I also noted that while my erect penis seems to be only slightly below average my , my flaccid penis appears to be real tiny and small and can get to even less than 1" when cold (SHIRNKAGE!) and my scrotum can be draw up real small and tight up to my body.  There are tools on the site to make these comparisons too so you can go to the site and play what if like I did above.

As for non penile dimensions,  I stand about 5'4" and weigh about 130 lbs.  So yes I am on the small side overall.

Now my wife, stands about 5'6" so while she is technically taller than me, it is not by so much that it gets noticed. Even tough she is not reading this blog I wouldn't dare to post her weight even if it was anonymous.   She is very muscular, has relatively small breasts, tends to work out a lot and is physically stronger than me, but she is not butch or tomboyish at all.  While we do enjoy bike riding, hiking and other outdoor activities, she also can be very gentle and sweet and very feminine.  She like flowers and crafts and all those girlie things and while she enjoys outdoor activities, she is not much into watching sports.  She will wear jeans and t-shirts but is also not against wearing a nice dress or blouse when the occasion calls for it.

Now, why did I spend a whole post talking about my penis size?  I wanted to share my concerns about my perceived tiny penis as this insecurity became a factor between me and my wife (girlfriend) at the time as we started to become more intimate.  My feelings of inadequacy about my penis size, while mainly unfounded, may have left me open to feelings of inadequacy in other areas so that when I first had to be spanked by her I ultimately had to submit to it in spite of the strong protest and resistance I put up at the first spanking.

I will continue to provide more background as I think it helps in understanding where I am today.  I hope those few of you who have already discovered this blog remain patient while I work through these details and get to the more interesting parts of the story.

Again, please post a comment, even if it is just a quick "Hi."  I just want to make sure there is interest before I spend a lot of time writing this all up.